UNBEARABLE MARK

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Written by Chaka PX

Growing up i thought birth marks comes naturally,

Until i saw the deep scar.

What do i call that?

A reminder right?

IT has healed but still hurts.

my thought went through my eyes,

I hate the sight of it.

I wont discuss it, stop talking to me.

My mark my memory.

what really happened i can’t say.

its my addiction that sickens me

my mark preach,

Please don’t judge me,

Know me first

my mark hurts

i cant take it any longer

preach.

Whoooooooo is out there………….. it hurts.

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LEFT OUT

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Written by Chaka PX

I feel left out to life,

recent knowledge gave no warning to outdated culture.

Wisdom is replaced with certain gadget,

Do you believe?

I feel left out, when i have no social network.

I feel left out, when i tried to write letter with a pen.

I feel left out, when i dress the old fashion way,

i feel left out, when i tried to belong.

I feel left out, when am left out.

Who can feel me in, i feel left out.

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WHO DO I CALL

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Written by Chaka PX

Some times its hard to dial a number,

when the phone is in your grasp.

WHO DO I CALL?

When my breath is choked down my throat,

life has its meaning to eruptions.

WHO DO I CALL?

When my mind are filled without ideas,

every minute counts in life.

WHO DO I CALL?

When my dreams are myself,

imaginations are delicacies to failure.

WHO DO I CALL?

When my restlessness and anxiety are on,

pushing for the wrong motives.

WHO DO I CALL?

When there is no one to call.

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DEEP IN OUR BREAK_UP

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Written by Chaka PX

Deep in our Break up:

I caught myself staring at us, our paintings we left hanging,

I wonder what times went ahead of us,

I caught myself cuddling my pillow thinking it was you.

I wished i could see past the flaws we threw at each other.

I caught myself rehearsing the lines we drew in solitude to love,

I tasted the food without tears, when i make you cry,

I saw the world a step closer to the planet unknown.

Our stars have deformed,

the moon no longer give light in the night.

I caught myself thinking of the next you.

“NO HURTS FEELINGS”

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SORRY

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Written by Chaka Px

Am sorry….

Am sorry i kept you waiting,

Am sorry, i didn’t believe you,

Am sorry i left you stranded,

Am sorry you had to see this,

Am sorry my effort was less,

Am sorry i hide my feelings,

Am so sorry i wasn’t the man,

Am sorry i failed you.

Am sorry that am sorry.

You deserve better, Am sorry.

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MY CONFESSION

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Written by Chaka PX

Oh No, Yes i did it

do you think i didn’t

I did it.

its hard but it finally did it,

don’t underestimate who did it,

My confession is true.

So true i did it, and now it we,

can’t believe i let you into it,

now you know we did it.

stop crying about it, yes we did it,

don’t tell anyone we did it.

I confessed, yes we did it.

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